December 2, 2020 c'est la vie

It's almost the end of 2020. A pandemic hit the world late last year and took up 90% of the year. From hitting north America, to shutting everything down, questioning ourselves off for months and returning to work with a very unstable economy. I'm in my last year or so of school. Sadly I'm not doing so well this semester. But I can always retake classes and do better next time. Some of the smartest people I know didn't always get it on the first try. So why would I be any different? Its no different and nothing to beat me up over. Just work on it and do better next time. To do nothing about it would mean I haven't learned anything. So as long as I take it as a lesson, I’ll be fine. Just recently, my boyfriend and I said we loved each other. It makes me so happy to be at this place with him. It's just so simple and easy with him. I get butterflies still, and I hope they don't ever fade. I've been feeling down lately, though. I just can't help but be exhausted and overwhelmed. As finances are stressing me out a long with everything, I'm feeling the pressure.

Trying to blog again.

Wish me luck,

Rose